poet, with which his father accidently concurred, Most of his puerile productions were, by his maby proposing subjects, and obliging him to correct turer judgment, afterwards destroyed; ' Alcander,' his performances by many revisals: after which the the epic poem, was burned by the persuasion of old gentleman, when he was satisfied, would say, Atterbury. The tragedy was founded on the legend "these are good rhymes." of St. Genevieve. Of the comedy there is no ac

In his perusal of the English poets he soon distin-count.

guished the versification of Dryden, which he con- Concerning his studies, it is related, t at le sidered as the model to be studied, and was impres- translated Tully on Old Age; and that, besides! sed with such veneration for his instructer, that he books of poetry and criticism, he read Teny persuaded some friends to take him to the coffee- Essays, and Locke on Human Understanding. house which Dryden frequented, and pleased him- reading, though his favourite authors are not o

self with having seen him.

appears to have been sufficiently extensive an multifarious; for his early pieces show, wi ficient evidence, his knowledge of books.

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Dryden died May 1, 1701, some days before Pope was twelve; so early must he therefore have felt the power of harmony, and the zeal of genius. He that is pleased with himself easily in Who does not wish that Dryden could have known that he shall please others. Sir William the value of the homage that was paid him, and ball, who had been ambassador at Constan 30, foreseen the greatness of his young admirer? and secretary of state, when he retired from busiThe earliest of Pope's productions is his 'Ode on ness fixed his residence in the neighbourhood of Solitude,' written before he was twelve, in which Binfield. Pope, not yet sixteen, was introduced there is nothing more than other forward boys have to the statesman of sixty, and so distinguished himattained, and which is not equal to Cowley's per-self, that their interviews ended in friendship and formances at the same age.

correspondence. Pope was, through his whole

His time was now wholly spent in reading and life, ambitious of splendid acquaintance; and he writing. As he read the classics, he amused him- seems to have wanted neither diligence nor success self with translating them; and at fourteen made a in attracting the notice of the great; for, from his version of the first book of the 'Thebais,' which, first entrance into the world, and his entrance was with some revision, he afterwards published. He very early, he was admitted to familiarity with must have been at this time, if he had no help, a those whose rank or station made them most conconsiderable proficient in the Latin tongue.

spicuous. By Dryden's Fables,' which had then been not From the age of sixteen, the life of Pope, as au long published, and were much in the hands of author, may be properly computed. He now wrote poetical readers, he was tempted to try his own his 'Pastorals,' which were shown to the Poets and skill in giving Chaucer a more fashionable appear-critics of that time; as they well deserved, they ance, and put 'January and May,' and the 'Pro- were read with admiration, and many praises were logue of the Wife of Bath, into modern English. bestowed upon them and upon the Preface, which He translated likewise the Epistle of 'Sappho to is both elegant and learned in a high degree; they Phaon' from Ovid, to complete the version which were, however, not published till five years afterwas before imperfect; and wrote some other small wards.

pieces, which he afterwards printed.

Cowley, Milton, and Pope, are distinguished

He sometimes imitated the English poets, and among the English poets by the early exertion of professed to have written at fourteen his poem upon their powers; but the works of Cowley alone were 'Silence,' after Rochester's 'Nothing.' He had now published in his childhood, and therefore of him formed his versification, and the smoothness of his only can it be certain that his puerile performances numbers surpassed his original; but this is a small received no improvement from his maturer studies. part of his praise; he discovers such acquaintance At this time began his acquaintance with Wychboth with human and public affairs, as is not easily erley, a man who seems to have had among his conceived to have been attainable by a boy of four-contemporaries his full share of reputation, to teen in Windsor Forest. have been esteemed without virtue, and caressed

Next year he was desirous of opening to himself without good humour. Pope was proud of his nonew sources of knowledge, by making himself ac- tice: Wycherley wrote verses in his praise, which quainted with modern languages; and removed for he was charged by Dennis with writing to himself; a time to London, that he might study French and and they agreed, for a while, to flatter one another. Italian, which, as he desired nothing more than to It is pleasant to remark how soon Pope learned the read them, were by diligent application soon de-cant of an author, and began to treat critics with spatched. Of Italian learning he does not appear contempt, though he had yet suffered nothing from to have ever made much use in his subsequent them. studies.

But the fondness of Wycherley was too violent

He then returned to Binfield, and delighted him-to last. Histesteem of Pope was such, that he subself with his own poetry. He tried all styles and mitted some poems to his revision; and when Pope, many subjects. He wrote a comedy, a tragedy, an perhaps proud of such confidence, was sufficiently epic poem, with panegyrics on all the princes of bold in his criticisms, and liberal in his alterations, Europe; and, as he confesses, "thought himself the the old scribbler was angry to see his pages de greatest genius that ever was." Self-confidence is faced, and felt more pain from the detection, than the first requisite to great undertakings. He, in- content from the amendment of his faults. They deed, who forms his opinion of himself in solitude, parted; but Pope always considered him with kindwithout knowing the powers of other men, is very ness, and visited him a little time before he died. liable to error: but it was the felicity of Pope to rate himself at his real value.

Another of his early correspondents was Mr. Cromwell, of whom I have learned nothing par ticular but that he used to ride a hunting in a tye-writings, by one who was wholly a stranger to him, wig. He was fond, and perhaps vain, of amusing at a time when all the world knew he was perse himself with poetry and criticism: and sometimes cuted by fortune; and not only saw that this was sent his performances to Pope, who did not forbear attempted in a clandestine manner, with the utmost such remarks as were now and then unwelcome. falsehood and calumny, but found that all this was Pope, in his turn, put the juvenile version of 'Sta- done by a little affected hypocrite, who had nothing tius' into his hands for correction. in his mouth at the same time but truth, candour,

'Miscellanies.'

Their correspondence afforded the public its first friendship, good-nature, humanity, and magnaniknowledge of Pope's epistolary powers; for his mity." Letters were given by Cromwell to one Mrs. How the attack was clandestine is not easily per Thomas; and she many years afterwards sold them ceived, nor how his person is depreciated; but he to Curll, who inserted them in a volume of his seems to have known something of Pope's character, in whom may be discovered an appetite to talk poets, was one of his first encouragers. His regard The pamphlet is such as rage might be expected was gained by the 'Pastorals,' and from him Pope to dictate. He supposes himself to be asked two received the counsel from which he seems to have questions; whether the Essay will succeed? and regulated his studies. Walsh advised him to cor- who or what is the author?

Walsh, a name yet preserved among the minor too frequently of his own virtues.

rectness, which, as he told him, the English poets Its success he admits to be secured by the false had hitherto neglected, and which therefore was opinions then prevalent; the author he concludes to left to him as a basis of fame; and being delighted be "young and raw."

with rural poems, recommended to him to write a "First, because he discovers a sufficiency bepastoral comedy, like those which are read so yond his last ability, and hath rashly undertaken a eagerly in Italy; a design which Pope probably did task infinitely above his force. Secondly, while this not approve, as he did not follow it.

little author struts, and affects the dictatorian air,

Pepe had now declared himself a poet; and he plainly shows, that at the same time he is unthinking himself entitled to poetical conversation, der the rod: and, while he pretends to give laws to began at seventeen to frequent Will's, a coffee-others, is a pedantic slave to authority and opinion. house on the north side of Russel-street, in Covent- Thirdly, he hath, like school-boys, borrowed both garden, where the wits of that time used to assem- from living and dead. Fourthly, he knows not his We, and where Dryden had, when he lived, been own mind, and frequently contradicts himself. accustomed to preside. Fifthly, he is almost perpetually in the wrong." During this period of his life he was indefatiga- All these positions he attempts to prove by quobly diligent, and insatiably curious: wanting health tations and remarks; but his desire to do mischief for violent, and money for expensive pleasures, and is greater than his power. He has, however, justly criticised some passages in these lines:

having excited in himself very strong desires of intellectual eminence, he spent much of his time over his books; but he read only to store his mind with facts and images, seizing all that his authors presented with undistinguishing voracity, and with an appetite for knowledge too eager to be nice. In * mind like his, however, all the faculties were at

There are whom Heaven has bless'd with store of wit,
Yet wants as much again to manage it;
For Wit and Judgment ever are at strife-

It is apparent that wit has two meanings, and that
what is wanted, though called wit, is truly judg-

once involuntarily improving. Judgment is forced ment. So far Dennis is undoubtedly right; but not upon us by experience. He that reads many books content with argument, he will have a little mirth;

must compare one opinion or one style with ano- and triumphs over the first couplet in terms too ther, and when he compares, must necessarily dis- elegant to be forgotten. "By the way, what rare tinguish, reject, and prefer. But the account given numbers are here! Would not one swear that this by himself of his studies was, that from fourteen to youngster had espoused some antiquated Muse, who twenty he read only for amusement, from twenty to had sued out a divorce on account of impotence twenty-seven for improvement and instruction; that from some superannuated sinner; and, having been in the first part of this time he desired only to P-xed by her former spouse, has got the gout in know, and in the second he endeavoured to judge. her decrepit age, which makes her hobble so The 'Pastorals,' which had been for some time damnably?" This was the man who would reform handed about among poets and critics, were at last a nation sinking into barbarity. printed (1709) in Tonson's 'Miscellany,' in a In another place Pope himself allowed that Denvolume which began with the Pastorals of Phillips, called "bulls." The first edition had this line,

and ended with those of Pope.

nis had detected one of those blunders which are

The same year was written the 'Essay on CritiWhat is this wittism;' a work which displays such extent of comWhere wanted scorn'd: and envied whore acquired? prehension, such nicety of distinction, such ac- "How," says the critic, "can wit be scorned quaintance with mankind, and such knowledge both where it is not? Is not this a figure frequently of ancient and modern learning, as are not often at- employed in Hibernian land? The person that tained by the maturest age and longest experience. wants this wit may indeed be scorned, but the It was published about two years afterwards; and, scorn shows the honour which the contemner has being praised by Addison in the 'Spectator' with for wit." Of this remark Pope made the proper sufficient liberality, met with so much favour as use, by correcting the passage. enraged Dennis, "who," he says, "found himself I have preserved, I think, all that is reasonable attacked, without any manner of provocation on his in Denis's criticism; it remains that justice be done side, and attacked in his person, instead of his to his delicacy "For his acquaintance," says

Dennis, "he names Mr. Walsh, who had by no but he might with equal propriety, have placed means the qualifications which this author reckons Prudence and Justice before it, since without Prunecessary to a critic, it being very certain that he dence, Fortitude is mad; without Justice, it is miswas, like this Essayer, a very indifferent poet; he chievous.

loved to be well dressed; and I remember a young As the end of method is perspicuity, that series little gentleman whom Mr. Walsh used to take is sufficiently regular that avoids obscurity; and into his company, as a double foil to his person and where there is no obscurity, it will not be difficult capacity. Inquire, between Sunning-hill and Oak- to discover method.

ingham, for a young, short, squab gentleman, the In the 'Spectator' was published the 'Messiah,' very Bow of the God of Love, and tell me whether which he first submitted to the perusal of Steele, he be a proper author to make personal reflections?- and corrected in compliance with his criticisms. He may extol the ancients, but he has reason to It is reasonable to infer, from his Letters, that thank the gods that he was born a modern; for had his verses on the 'Unfortunate Lady' were written he been born of Grecian parents, and his father about the time when his 'Essay' was published. consequently had by law had the absolute disposal The lady's name and adventures I have sought of him, his life had been no longer than that of one with fruitless inquiry.*

of his poems, the life of half a day.-Let the per- I can therefore tell no more than I have learned son of a gentleman of his parts be never so con- from Mr. Ruffhead, who writes with the confidence temptible, his inward man is ten times more ridicu- of one who could trust his information. She was a lous; it being impossible that his outward form, woman of eminent rank and large fortune, the ward though it be that of downright monkey, should dif- of an uncle, who, having given her a proper educafer so much from human shape, as his unthinking, tion, expected, like other guardians, that she immaterial part, does from human understanding." should make at least an equal match; and such he Thus began the hostility between Pope and Den- proposed to her, but found it rejected in favour of a nis, which, though it was suspended for a short young gentleman of inferior condition. time, never was appeased. Pope seems, at first, Having discovered the correspondence between to have attacked him wantonly; but though he al- the two lovers, and finding the young lady deterways professed to despise him, he discovers, by mined to abide by her own choice, he supposed mentioning him very often, that he felt his force or that separation might do what can rarely be done his venom. by argument, and sent her into a foreign country, Of this 'Essay,' Pope declared, that he did not where she was obliged to converse only with those expect the sale to be quick, because "not one gen- from whom her uncle had nothing to fear. tleman in sixty, even of a liberal education, could

Her lover took care to repeat his vows; but his understand it." The gentlemen, and the educa- letters were intercepted and carried to her guartion, of that time, seem to have been of a lower dian, who directed her to be watched with still character than they are of this. He mentioned a greater vigilance, till of this restraint she grew so thousand copies as a numerous impression.

impatient, that she bribed a woman servant to pro

Dennis was not his only censurer: the zealous cure her a sword, which she directed to her heart. Papists thought the monks treated with too much From this account, given with evident intention contempt, and Erasmus too studiously praised; but to raise the lady's character, it does not appear that to these objections he had not much regard.

she had any claim to praise, nor much to compas

The 'Essay' has been translated into French by sion. She seems to have been impatient, violent, Hamilton, author of the 'Comte de Grammont, and ungovernable. Her uncle's power could not whose version was never printed; by Robotham, have lasted long; the hour of liberty and choice secretary to the King for Hanover, and by Resnel; would have come in time. But her desires were and commented by Dr. Warburton, who has dis-too hot for delay, and she liked self-murder better covered in it such order and connexion as was not than suspense.

perceived by Addison, nor, as is said, intended by Nor is it discovered that the uncle, whoever he the author. was, is with much justice delivered to posterity as

Almost every poem, consisting of precepts, is so "a false guardian;" he seems to have done only far arbitrary and immethodical, that many of the that for which a guardian is appointed; he endeaparagraphs may change places with no apparent in- voured to direct his niece till she should be able to convenience; for of two or more positions, depend-direct herself. Poetry has not often been worse ing upon some remote and general principle, there employed than in dignifying the amorous fury of a is seldom any cogent reason why one should pre-raving girl.

cede the other. But for the order in which they Not long after, he wrote the 'Rape of the Lock," stand, whatever it be, a little ingenuity may easily the most airy, the most ingenious, and the most degive a reason. "It is possible," says Hooker, lightful of all his compositions, occasioned by a "that, by long circumduction, from any one truth frolic of gallantry, rather too familiar, in which all truth may be inferred." Of all homogeneous Lord Petre cut off a lock of Mrs. Arabella Fermor's truths, at least of all truths respecting the same hair. This, whether stealth or violence, was so general end, in whatever series they may be pro- much resented, that the commerce of the two faduced, a concatenation by intermediate ideas may milies, before very friendly, was interrupted. Mr. be formed, such as, when it is once shown, shall Caryl, a gentleman who, being secretary to King appear natural; but if this order be reversed, ano- James's queen, had followed his mistress into ther mode of connexion equally specious may be France, and who, being the author of 'Sir Solomon found or made. Aristotle is praised for naming Single,' a comedy, and some translations, was en. Fortitude first of the cardinal virtues, as that with

out which no other virtue can steadily be practised;

titled to the notice of a Wit, solicited Pope to en- About this time he published the 'Temple of deavour a reconciliation by a ludicrous poem, which Fame,' which, as he tells Steele in their corresmight bring both parties to a better temper. In pondence, he had written two years before; that compliance with Caryl's request, though his name is, when he was only twenty-two years old, an was for a long time marked only by the first and early time of life for so much learning, and so much last letter C-1, a poem of two cantos was writ- observation as that work exhibits. ten (1711,) as is said, in a fortnight, and sent to On this poem Dennis afterwards published some the offended lady, who liked it well enough to remarks, of which the most reasonable is, that show it; and, with the usual process of literary some of the lines represent Motion as exhibited by transactions, the author dreading a surreptitious Sculpture.

edition, was forced to publish it.

Of the Epistle from 'Eloisa to Abelard, I do not The event is said to have been such as was de- know the date. His first inclination to attempt a sired, the pacification and diversion of all to whom composition of the tender kind arose, as Mr. Savage it related, except Sir George Brown, who com- told me, from his perusal of Prior's 'Nut-brown plained with some bitterness, that in the character Maid.' How much he has surpassed Prior's work of Sir Plume, he was made to talk nonsense. it is not necessary to mention, when perhaps it Whether all this be true I have some doubt; for at may be said with justice, that he excelled every Paris, a few years ago, a niece of Mrs. Fermor, composition of the same kind. The mixture of rewho presided in an English Convent, mentioned ligious hope and resignation gives an elevation and Pope's work with very little gratitude, rather as dignity to disappointed love, which images merely an insult than an honour; and she may be supposed natural cannot bestow. The gloom of a convent to have inherited the opinion of her family. strikes the imagination with far greater force than

principle he slighted it.

At its first appearance it was termed by Addison the solitude of a grove. "merum sal." Pope, however, saw that it was This piece was, however, not much his favourite capable of improvement; and, having luckily con- in his latter years, though I never heard upon what trived to borrow his machinery from the Rosicrucians, imparted the scheme with which his head In the next year (1713) he published 'Windsor was teeming to Addison, who told him that his Forest:' of which part was, as he relates, written work, as it stood, was "a delicious little thing," at sixteen, about the same time as his Pastorals; and gave him no encouragement to retouch it. and the latter part was added afterwards; where This has been too hastily considered as an in- the addition begins, we are not told. The lines stance of Addison's jealousy; for, as he could not relating to the Peace confess their own date It is guess the conduct of the new design, or the possi- dedicated to Lord Lansdowne, who was then in bilities of pleasure comprised in a fiction of which high reputation and influence among the Tories; there had been no examples, he might very rea- and it is said, that the conclusion of the poem gave sonably and kindly persuade the author to acqui- great pain to Addison, both as a poet and a poliesce in his own prosperity, and forbear an attempt tician. Reports like this are often spread with which he considered as an unnecessary hazard. boldness very disproportionate to their evidence Addison's counsel was happily rejected. Pope Why should Addison receive any particular disforesaw the future efflorescence of imagery then turbance from the last lines of 'Windsor Forest?" budding in his mind, and resolved to spare no art, If contrariety of opinion could poison a politician, he or industry of cultivation. The soft luxuriance of would not live a day; and as a poet, he must have his fancy was already shooting, and all the gay va- felt Pope's force of genius much more from many rieties of diction were ready at his hand to colour other parts of his works. and embellish it.

The pain that Addison might feel it is not likely His attempt was justified by its success. The that he would confess; and it is certain that he so well 'Rape of the Lock' stands forward, in the classes suppressed his discontent, that Pope now thought of literature, as the most exquisite example of lu- himself his favourite: for, having been consulted in dicrous poetry. Berkeley congratulated him upon the revisal of 'Cato,' he introduced it by a Prothe display of powers more truly poetical than he logue; and, when Dennis published his Remarks, had shown before: with elegance of description undertook, not indeed to vindicate, but to revenge and justness of precepts, he had now exhibited his friend, by a 'Narrative of the Frenzy of John boundless fertility of invention.

Dennis.'

He always considered the intermixture of the There is reason to believe that Addison gave no machinery with the action as his most success-encouragement to this disingenuous hostility; for, ful exertion of poetical art. He indeed could never says Pope in a letter to him, "indeed your opinion, afterwards produce any thing of such unexampled that 'tis entirely to be neglected, would be my own excellence. Those performances, which strike in my own case; but I felt more warmth here than with wonder, are combinations of skilful genius I did when I first saw his book against myself with happy casualty; and it is not likely that any (though indeed in two minutes it made me heartily felicity, like the discovery of a new race of preterna- merry.") Addison was not a man on whom such tural agents, should happen twice to the same man. cant of sensibility could make much impression. Of this poem the author was, I think, allowed to He left the pamphlet to itself, having disowned it enjoy the praise for a long time without disturbance. to Dennis, and perhaps did not think Pope to have Many years afterwards Dennis published some re-deserved much by his officiousness. marks upon it, with very little force, and with no This year was printed, in the 'Guardian,' the effect; for the opinion of the public was already ironical comparison between the Pastorals of Philips settled, and it was no longer at the mercy of criti- and Pope; a composition of artifice, criticism, and cism. literature, to which nothing equal will easily be found. The superiority of Pope is so ingeniously guineas; a sum, according to the value of money at dissembled, and the feeble lines of Phillips so skil- that time, by no means inconsiderable, and greater fully preferred, that Steele, being deceived, was than I believe to have been ever asked before. His unwilling to print the paper, lest Pope should be proposal, however, was very favourably received; offended. Addison immediately saw the writer's and the patrons of literature were busy to recomdesign; and, it seems, had malice enough to conceal mend his undertaking, and promote his interest. his discovery, and to permit a publication, which, Lord Oxford, indeed, lamented that such a genius by making his friend Phillips ridiculous, made him should be wasted upon a work not original; but for ever an enemy to Pope. proposed no means by which he might live without

It appears that about this time Pope had a strong it. Addison recommended caution and moderation, inclination to unite the art of Painting with that of and advised him not to be content with the praise Poetry, and put himself under the tuition of Jer

vas.

He was near-sighted, and therefore not formed by nature for a painter: he tried, however, how far he could advance, and sometimes persuaded his friends to sit. A picture of Betterton, supposed to

of half the nation, when he might be universally favoured.

The greatness of the design, the popularity of the author, and the attention of the literary world, naturally raised such expectations of the future

be drawn by him, was in the possession of Lord sale, that the booksellers made their offers with Mansfield:* if this was taken from life, he must great eagerness; but the highest bidder was Berhave begun to paint earlier; for Betterton was now nard Lintot, who became proprietor on condition dead. Pope's ambition of this new art produced of supplying at his own expense, all the copies some encomiastic verses to Jervas, which certainly which were to be delivered to subscribers, or preshow his power as a poet; but I have been told that they betray his ignorance of painting.

He appears to have regarded Betterton with kindness and esteem; and after his death published, under his name, a version into modern English of Chaucer's Prologues, and one of his Tales, which,

sented to friends, and paying two hundred pounds for every volume.

Of the Quartos it was, I believe, stipulated, that none should be printed but for the author, that the subscription might not be depreciated; but Lintot impressed the same pages upon a small Folio, and

as was related by Mr. Harte, were believed to paper perhaps a little thinner; and sold exactly at have been the performance of Pope himself by half the price, for half a guinea each volume, books Fenton, who made him a gay offer of five pounds, so little inferior to the Quartos, that by a fraud of if he would show them in the hand of Betterton. trade, those Folios, being afterwards shortened by The next year (1713) produced a bolder attempt, cutting away the top and bottom, were sold as by which profit was sought as well as praise. The copies printed for the subscribers. poems which he had hitherto written, however Lintot printed two hundred and fifty on royal pathey might have diffused his name, had made very per in Folio, for two guineas a volume; of the small little addition to his fortune. The allowance which Folio, having printed seventeen hundred and fifty his father made him, though proportioned to what copies of the first volume, he reduced the number he had, it might be liberal, could not be large; his in the other volumes to a thousand. religion hindered him from the occupation of any It is unpleasant to relate, that the bookseller, afcivil employment; and he complained that he want-ter all his hopes and all his liberality, was, by a ed even money to buy books.† He therefore re- very unjust and illegal action, defrauded of his profit. solved to try how far the favour of the public ex- An edition of the English 'Iliad,' was printed in tended, by soliciting a subscription to a version of Holland in Duodecimo, and imported clandestinely

the 'Iliad,' with large notes.

To print by subscription was, for some time, a practice peculiar to the English. The first considerable work, for which this expedient was employed, is said to have been Dryden's 'Virgil;' and it had been tried with great success when the 'Tatlers' were collected into volumes.

for the gratification of those who were impatient to read what they could not yet afford to buy. This fraud could only be counteracted by an edition equally cheap and more commodious; and Lintot was compelled to contract his folio at once into a duodecimo, and lose the advantage of an intermediate gradation. The notes, which in the Dutch copies were placed at the end of each book, as they

There was reason to believe that Pope's attempt would be successful. He was in the full had been in the large volumes, were now subbloom of reputation, and was personally known to joined to the text in the same page, and are therealmost all whom dignity of employment or splen- fore more easily consulted. Of this edition two thoudour of reputation had made eminent; he conversed sand five hundred were first printed, and five thouindifferently with both parties, and never disturbed sand a few weeks afterwards: but indeed great numthe public with his political opinions; and it might bers were necessary to produce considerable profit. naturally be expected, as each faction then boasted Pope, having now emitted his proposals, and enits literary zeal, that the great men, who on other gaged not only his own reputation, but in some

occasions practiced all the violence of opposition, would emulate each other in their encouragement of a poet who delighted all, and by whom none had been offended.

With those hopes, he offered an English 'Iliad' to subscribers, in six volumes in quarto, for six

degree that of his friends who patronized his subscription, began to be frighted at his own undertaking; and finding himself at first embarrassed with difficulties, which retarded and oppressed him, he was for a time timorous and uneasy, had his nights disturbed by dreams of long journeys through unknown ways, and wished, as he said, "that somebody would hang him."*

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