A beam ethereal, sully'd, and absorpt!
Tho' sully'd, and dishonour'd, still divine! Dim miniature of greatness absolute ! An heir of glory! a frail child of dust! Helpless immortal! insect infinite! A worm! a god! I tremble at myself, And in myself am lost! at home a stranger, Thought wanders up and down, surpriz'd, aghast, And wond'ring at her own: How reason reels! O what a miracle to man is man,
Triumphantly distress'd! what joy, what dread! Alternately transported, and alarm'd!
What can preserve my life? or what destroy? An angel's arm can't snatch me from the grave; Legions of angels can't confine me there.
'Tis past conjecture; all things rise in proof: While o'er my limbs sleep's soft dominion spread: What tho' my soul phantastic measures trod O'er fairy fields; or mourn'd along the gloom Of pathless woods; or down the craggy steep Hurl'd headlong, swam with pain the mantled pool; Or scal'd the cliff; or danc'd on hollow winds, With antic shapes, wild natives of the brain? Her ceaseless flight, tho' devious, speaks her nature Of subtler essence than the trodden clod;
Active, aërial, tow'ring, unconfin'd, Unfetter'd with her gross companion's fall. Ev'n silent night proclaims my soul immortal: Ev'n silent night proclaims eternal day.
For human weal, heav'n husbands all events;
Dull sleep instructs, nor sport vain dreams in vain. Why then their loss deplore, that are not lost? Why wanders wretched thought their tombs around, In infidel distress? Are Angels there?
Slumbers, rak'd up in dust, ethereal fire?
They live! they greatly live a life on earth Unkindled, unconceiv'd; and from an eye Of tenderness let heav'nly pity fall
On me, more justly number'd with the dead. This is the desart, this the solitude: How populous, how vital, is the grave! This is creation's melancholy vault, The vale funereal, the sad cypress gloom; The land of apparitions, empty shades! All, all on earth, is Shadow, all beyond Is Substance; the reverse is folly's creed: How solid all, where change shall be no more! This is the bud of being, the dim dawn, The twilight of our day, the vestibule ; Life's theatre as yet is shut, and death, Strong death, alone can heave the massy bar, This gross impediment of clay remove, And make us embryos of existence free. From real life, but little more remote Is he, not yet a candidate for light, The future embryo slumb'ring in his sire. Embryos we must be, till we burst the shell, Yon ambient azure shell, and spring to life, The life of gods, O transport! and of man.
Yet man, fool man! here buries all his thoughts; Inters celestial hopes without one sigh. Prisoner of earth, and pent beneath the moon,
Here pinions all his wishes; wing'd by heav'n To fly at infinite; and reach it there, Where seraphs gather immortality,
On life's fair tree, fast by the throne of God. What golden joys ambrosial clust'ring glow, In HIS full beam, and ripen'd for the just, Where momentary ages are no more!
Where time, and pain, and chance, and death expire ! And is it in the flight of threescore years, To push eternity from human thought, And smother souls immortal in the dust? A soul immortal, spending all her fires, Wasting her strength in strenuous idleness, Thrown into tumult, raptur'd, or alarm'd, At aught this scene can threaten or indulge, Resembles ocean into tempest wrought, To waft a feather, or to drown a fly.
Where falls this censure? It o'erwhelms myself; How was my heart incrusted by the world! O how self-fetter'd was my grov'ling soul! How, like a worm, was I wrapt round and round In silken thought, which reptile Fancy spun, Till darken'd Reason lay quite clouded o'er With soft conceit of endless comfort here, Nor yet put forth her wings to reach the skies!
Night-visions may befriend (as sung above): Our waking dreams are fatal. How I dreamt Of things impossible! (Could sleep do more?)
Yet • Man, foot Man here buries all his thoughts; 2.
London: Pub Jan 1802. by Vernor & Hood, and the other Proprietors.
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